now even a little more detail.
I am now back in five days of my cure, and I look towards my new life. The skin over the course of the treatment of various stages, and relapses into a condition improved, which is much more tolerable than my arrival state. However, I am now slowly, as the skin deteriorates. But this happens only very slowly, and I'm still curious how it will develop.
What I took away:
- friends. New people I have met and got to know me on other levels than would be possible with old acquaintances. Open to other parties, and sociable to profundity. 'm Pretty intensive talks about serious issues out and found people can trust me.
- weight. I have gained 4-5 pounds, because it is there, bombarded by food and I like to eat and a lot. I can see now the way I move, such as clothing and sitting. The first takes a little work.
- elements. I have been swimming quite a lot of myself in the hospital's own swimming pool, and I have watched other in how they swam. I found it fascinating to see once again how adaptive is the man, and that he is even in the water, can contribute to the underlying body control and technique, and almost effortlessly move. I've never been a good swimmer, had sometimes even terrified of water, I could slow down a little bit.
- attention. I notice often when I Scrape me, and trying, more or less successfully, the intensity, and reduce the frequency. I have watched many fellow patients, and can hear them scratching some restraint, which has hurt me in the soul. I seem to have to exercise more self-control to me than some others suffering from atopic dermatitis. The same applies to knowledge: it was not really informed extensively, and the information given to us, for me were old hats were, but for a variety of other scientific territory.
Most people I've met, left the island in front of me and left me with a mood of melancholy back. I miss not only the people but also the island itself. The carefree, the claim-free, the Serene.
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This Saturday, I visited the "PlayStation the Way" tour stop in Berlin, like every year. I have seen old faces again, to know new people, and spent time at a Kurfreundin that has bothered too warm for me. Many thanks again to you Maria!
I still was struck by a cold, and almost four weeks training and withdrawal Motivation hole, had the training has paid strong tribute, and I Krauch still around so any burden to the aching muscles to avoid. The damn dirty and dusty hall, contributed with their "fine" with my catalyst to drastically constipation, and I was a regular feature in my act is rehearsed as Husttenor. I still have not coughed dust from the lungs, it seems to me.
The workshop was fine, but drastically overcrowded. I have used the days to not only train in Parkour, but also other skills that I now would not run on. For Parkour at the workshop was in my eyes, in my condition, not really suitable. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the weekend.
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The university life! If anything, the Unitod!
I have three and a half weeks to catch up-study materials, and me acclimate slowly. The fact that I have been the 9th (or something?) Class or biology, or chemistry, had in school, does not make the whole thing for me really easily. Although I have already made some contacts, so am not alone in the rain, but to the bone soaked I feel anyway.
I am thrown against the cytoplasm, Porifera, mitosis, gametes and zygotes handle to have received to the topic with microscopes without ever an introduction, go with any buses across published by Bonn to somewhere to lectures, and all this only to end up confused to be, than I was before.
Uniproblem My big moment: I do not know what I know.
Many teachers keep their material for "trivial", "basic" or "not worth mentioning, because they have not been treated anyway in high school." I always ask myself, what our teachers are well paid, if not to convey content. If we would know all that, would we pay only 500 € Tuition fees per semester to us in a "40 hours workload week to toil, right? ;)
Today I had to, for example, a drawing of a section of the Journal "Rhoeo Discolor" in various stages of plasmolysis, and the preparation deplasmolysis, and the normal state. I knew neither the plant nor the microscope, there is the construction of a drawing in the university context, nor the individual components of a plant cell. In short, I was in a fix right, I've yet somehow cheated by that, and am now aware that there is still much catching up to do more than initially assumed.
Here's a quick punch to the nose at all the "In the first three weeks to do nothing anyway" people;).
Somehow I'll fight through.
To-Do List leafing.
- Dirk
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